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PeiQi
10July93
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
HAHA!!! My NAPFA Seat and Reach I got C!
OMG, I am so happy about it. Anyways, sleepover was fun, but I didn't study at all. Like, I just did 3 qns of Chem hw. That's like damn horrible right. But I hope Yvelyn studied! I hope she's like doing damn well with Chem Electrolysis now. I am so tired, feel like sleeping. But I haven't even studied for any of the subjects next weekkk! I am so dead. Still deciding on the Guides Committee 2010. So stressed about it. I have a feeling stepdown will be in Mid-June. Monday, April 6, 2009
I was like to cooped up with the Common Tests (which I screwed up, okay, later) then Annual Campfire.
Common Tests first: L1R5 of 14 and only a bloody hell 1 A1. Like how sucky is that. Campfire: I can't say that it was the most enjoyable campfire I've had or been to. Tears were everywhere, frankly speaking, I was traumatised. I wasn't there when the real scolding was given, but even before the campfire ended, Vivien and I had already started to cry. I feel that it is because everybody said that "This is our last campfire already." as an excuse to have things our way, and maybe overtime, I believed in the importance of the event. But when it really came down to things, I cannot say that I've done my best, I cannot say (for the entire level) that we've done our best. If I've done my best, the proposal, by right, was to be handed in by January. If I've done my best, we would not have cried. If I've done my best, there might not have been guides on Monday If I've done my best, the script would not have been so last minute If I've done my best, the Sec. 1s would not have to even glance at the Programme booklet to sing the campfire songs. If I've done my best, we would have ended the most significant event of the year on a happy note. If I've done my best, I would not have been crying for so long. If I've done my best, the YAs would not have needed to come to comfort me, but instead, gave me a pat on the back and said "You know what, the campfire rocked." If I've done my best, maybe the candidates for the Sec. 3s would not have been that hard to find. If I've done my best, we would not need the Sec. 2s to step up as PLs/PSs to challenge the Sec. 3s to become better. If I've done my best, people would come for Guides. If I've done my best, the Sec. 4s would not have gone on a useless silent strike. If I've done my best, just maybe, we would not have been so flustered on that day. If I've done my best, my level would not feel that they were not at fault, that still having amendments the hour before the campfire starts is fine, that not having any rehearsals is not worrying. If I've done my best, I would not feel like sometimes, Vivien and I are the only people who are worried, that the ACLs or commanders, in fact, realise the obvious reason why we feel that the Sec. 3s are not up to the job. Because they did not feel that they needed to be up to a certain standard to get the job, because they felt that we weren't up to that standard when we got the job. If I've done my best, there would not have been miscommunications, there would not have been so much distress. If I've done my best, the MCs might have just took note of the fact that there was suppose to be no cross-dressing, that the Games I/Cs did not want cross dressing. This miscommunication, again, I did not clear, or at least made it clear enough. If I've done my best, I wouldn't be writing all this stuff. I really expected a lot more, I was still thinking of treating the Guides to pizza on Monday, you know, to encourage them and stuff. I have to say that I felt defeated, the whole weekend I was thinking about this long list, about how if I was to have a do-over, would the outcome be the same. I definitely am taking the whole thing very personally, but how cant I? i was put in charge of this event, and I have the responsibility to ensure that it turns out okay. I really felt on that day that I've failed. Yeah, thinking back 2 months from now, it would look stupid. But right now, 2 days from the campfire, I still feel depressed, that everybody left crying, whether feeling angry or guilty. Oh God, we did the "give me one more day" Chinese compo and I really was reminded of this man, like ugh!. I just feel so guilty, I guess. My sister, in her best effort to console me, said that the campfire was really very good, everybody was really very hyper. Ya, true. But I feel that whether the whole thing was smooth running to the people back stage, whether they enjoyed the process, whether they would remember that day as one of their most successful campfire determines whether this campfire is good or not. That's why I felt like it's just not that good. Monday, March 2, 2009
Sunshine over the mountain top.
Ooooh, Learning Journey today!(: We took like a million photos! My god. Totally camwhored mans, and we practically crashed every shot possible. I love facebook man, if I uploaded it on bs, i will totally die. The tour guide sucked btw. Like seriouslyyyyyy. He kept speaking in Chinese and Hokkien, and he's like super rude and beng-y. Cannot stand him. Then he thinks that he's so funny...NO, HE'S NOT. And he didn't explain at all okay! I think he was very pissed with us, cause he was so rude, we kept ignoring him and we started to camwhore at every spot possible. Me, Pooja and Shuzhen have formed are officially the Elite Bimbos of 4G1. We rock shit loads.(: Friday, February 27, 2009
Ohmygod, you got brain or not!?!?!?
Heyy, today was the cross-country. Haha! It was like quite fun, as in, we practically walked the 4.3km. And like we still stop and sight see and take photo k! Can't wait for the photos!(: But I really did wonder at the back of my mind what it would be if I really ran. Like, would I get a rank or something. Anyways, it really was an eventful last x-counrtry!!:D Then they all came to my house after that --- hot, sticky and smelly. Like how gross is that man. And we watched slumdog millionaire and changeling. Slumdog millionaire was nice, but I kinda thought that it would be a lot better. but it really is quite sad. But I think Salim(the brother) is like seriously a PMS-ing, menopausing freak. He is like totally mad. I mean he want to be mean then be mean lurh, suddenly mean then suddenly very nice. Mad is it? Like he will like sell the brother out, then suddenly go and risk his life to grant them love. He's like seriously got some mental problem, and he has the hairy-chest look. The oldest guy acting as Salim. Hahaha! The lead actor is like freaking freaking cute, ohmygosh. And in real life, he has the british accent!!! Like woah. And even yishang agrees. YISHANG K, she is like not EVER interested in cute guys - EVER. Changeling was quite nice luh, Angelina Jolie rocks my socks. Her acting the best man. But I hate the ending. It's the "true-story" ending. Super lame. All those "true-story" movies end like with a few words flashing on the screen, saying that the search was never over, or like the person was never found and like sums up the whole movie. Wah! Totally cannot stand it. (I am sounding super bimbo today) Flag day tomorrow!(: Excitedddddddddddddddd. *bouncing in excitement(:* I remembered last year I did it with Dian, it was like super fun. ohmygod, it was SUPER fun. And it felt kinda good. Like, I know I won't like it if I just walked around and slack, cause that's like seriously wasting time. Better go and like sleep. I feel like lynette - a pig. Eat and Sleep only. Saturday, February 21, 2009
Are you like reTARRRRded?!?!
Haha, that's like my new lingo, and Ys and Kanice are like damn excited about it! They keep annoying me with it, wahlao. Thinking Day yesterday! Collected the silver award for Crescent.(: Sighs, not gold. But at least there's improvement right? After that I rushed to my Sister's choir concert. The guys are super cute. ohmygosh. It's super funny, like got this guy a few spaces from my sis and he's like singing Bass. Then I think it's too low for him or something, then he'll keep pushing his chin downwards. And for the entire performance he had like a compressed double chin, then he'll open his eyes super big when singing. HAHA!!! Oh, but there's this super duper cute guy. ohmygosh. Seriously. My sister's mad about him too, but he's gay. How retarded righttt! There were like quite a lot of cute guys and they are A-L-L gay. Sighhhhssss. Choir guys. haha!!! Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Today was practically the worst day ever man.
I was like emoing the whole day, except for like after 4!? When we went to eat at Macs. The Total Defence March was so screwed today, ohmygosh, and its all my fault. The slow march was good, salute was good, everything else was good. Except my bloody flag. UGH! Even though its irritating to hear and say it, but I really do agree, as the Company Leader, how can I not know how to raise a flag properly. As in, I could totally feel that it was tangled up luh. And the thing is that I cannot even correct it cause of the hat (cannot see anything), then like sighs, I quadruple checked it k, and its like, I still screwed up. How can I be so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've never got the flag tangled up before luh! Whatthehell. I cannot believe I was so weak man. I cried. Because of this, because I got scolded, because I was stupid. After that, it was Amaths. Which was, again, another confusing and irritating lesson which I was most of the time confused and had no idea what Mrs. Tan was doing! I think she's a fantastic form teacher, but I feel that she is suitable for me. I mean, I am so accustomed to Ms. Chua's way of teaching, and I feel like Mrs. Tan when she's going through her homework, she's like freaking fast. When going through the lessons, she's freaking slow. It's like quite fustrating. UGH! Then it was the English Mock Exam. The topics were so hard man, and I really wrote crap. Furthermore, my english sucks like shitttttt. My gosh. How the hell am I suppose to improve my english!!!!! Gosh. Memory work just isn't the most effective method. It's just luck. God, give me strength, courage and endorphinsssssss!!!! I am so emoing now. Saturday, February 14, 2009
Heyyyy!!
Happy Belated Valentine's Day!(: Ohmygod, there are soooo many movies that I wanna watch. I wanna go for the Oscar Movie Marathon! Sheeze, I wanna be 16! O-M-G movies:
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